A leave of absent

I feel like since about August I can't seem to get grip on anything. I am always behind, unprepared and when I do get around to something that's needs to be done I don't do it as well as I should or would like. This past week had been a whirlwind. I am been home very little which makes me sad because I am such a homebody and I love being home oriented.
Yesterday I had some time to do a little thinking about how to get our family where it use to be; laid back and uneventful. I have realized that every season of life will allow you to pick something up and let something go. We are now in a season change (and i don't mean fall to winter). I mean as in my monthly, weekly and daily focuses need an over haul. Not that they were wrong but with each new season come new focus. I want to be more focused on making sure our home is a home and not a house, making sure I am present when I am with Micaiah and being mentally, physically and emotionally ready for my husband when he needs me. I have a bad habit of being a busy body and when the end of the day rolls around I realize I have accomplished nothing. I, for whatever reason put pressure on myself to get EVERYTHING done EVERYDAY even things that are trivial. I need to have a few focuses each day that are planned, intentional and fruitful. So with that I am letting go of a few things that I feel like I should do and blogging is one of them. I am not signing off bloger completly but now that we are home schooling in the morning and I am working in the afternoons I have only a little time to do what NEEDS to be done and do it well. Basically this post is taking the pressure off myself to not have "blogging" on the to do list every other day. We will still be here and from time to time i'll update you on big happenings of our life but you won't be hear from me often. I want to make sure that as a stay at home mom and wife my main focuses are daily time with the Lord, investing and being present for my child and being a help mate and cheer leader for my husband. Beyond that, I am taking a leave of absent. :)